February 2012
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I will never be loved. I will always be someone to take advantage of. I don’t get it. Are my feelings invalid? Am I deserving of bad treatment? I just want to smile. I just want to be happy. I just want to be me and feel as if I don’t have to pretend to like it. I want to love me. And for some reason I don’t deserve that.
Fuck everything
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Op so
Bought high waisted bikini bottoms. We’ll see if I like them or if they’ll make me cry cause I feel ugly in them. Here’s hoping for the first lol
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WISH LIST
-JC Tardy
-Toms
-High-waisted bikini
-Blue Pants
-Leather Shorts
-Black skinnies
-New jeans
-Studs (for leather jacket) UGHHH I want to buy a high waisted bikini for spring break but I’m scared :/
Wow
Ended up losing a pound at weight watchers this week. So surprising for me because I had a TERRIBLE week. But I feel motivated for this week. Time to keep going and get where I deserve. 8 pounds til onederland! :)
What are some good ideas for a weight loss...
Send me ideas!
Woot
Today was a pretty good day. Got some long overdue business taken care of and I also started my first day of work. I work on campus at this international sandwich hut called Khush Roti. It was super fun and not too hard of work. I am really going to enjoy working there I think! Also, I ended up sleeping for almost 12 hours last night. I needed it so badly. In other news, I have had a shitty eating...
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Oops
Just really fucked up by eating chicken wings. So many points. I def need to cool it on the junk for the rest of the week and hit the gym tomorrow. No excuses. I need to fix my mistakes.
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New tunes!
Check them out :) http://soundcloud.com/alex-blair/temptation http://soundcloud.com/alex-blair/ill-be-seeing-you
cute boys oh my
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Only down a pound this week
Kind of frustrating after having such a good week. But oh well. A pound is a pound.
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Also, dying my hair right now.
Back to that dark brown swag.
Weight Watchers Tomorrow!!!!
Cannot WAIT
Too High
Gym
Okay folks, headed to the gym in an hour. Wicked pumped :)
